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A new year, one which, I think, many of us are hoping will be an improvement on last year…

2007 was a tough year for many. Actually, in hindsight, it seems for many of us, each preceding year seems to feel that way until we’re done with the next year and looking back, wonder to ourselves how we managed to live through yet another year of utter chaos.

I won’t harp on about the aspects of 2007 that upset me. What’s done is done, and I’m done with living with regrets and what-if’s. Tempus fugit… time flies… time moves forward inexorably.

A lot of good came from that time of turmoil though. A new job. New friends. New opportunities and knowledge gained.

This year, I intend to expand on that. To grow, both socially and mentally. To accelerate and move forward once more and leave behind the stagnation of the past.

Looking at my journal today, the quote at the bottom of the page reads “My father gave me the greatest gift anyone could give another person; he believed in me.” – Jim Valvano.

My father has always hoped and prayed that I would excel and do well in my chosen field of work. From my college days and beyond, he’s always encouraged me to do better, to push myself, work hard… “Someday, Tim, someone will take notice of you and you will be rewarded for your efforts…”

Sadly, some of my past employers have not lived up to that expectation. And perhaps I hoped for too much from them.

For now, I am content. For the first time in 7 years, I feel like I have a career again, instead of just a job. I have a support base, people of knowledge and experience I can turn to when I get stuck, people willing to teach instead of criticising me regarding the gaps in my knowledge.

I hope your dreams and hopes for 2008 are fulfilled. I know I will certainly be working to fulfill mine. Perhaps we’ll meet somewhere along the way and work together.

Funny how things work out…

You get up in the mornings, get ready for the day, get started along what you think will be a series of events for the day, then get sideswiped by real life.

I was supposed to go on MailMarshall training today in Sandton… got up early to try and miss the traffic on the freeway, though it took me about 30 minutes to get onto it in any case… busy listening to my music on my headset… then I get an SMS alert. Look around for Metro Police goonsquad… no-one nearby, so let’s check the phone…

The SMS is from my technical director. A change in plans. My colleague that was supposed to stand in for another colleague at one of our onsite posts in the CBD, has called in, with what we eventually found out was kidney stones… poor bugger. I know how he feels, as I was in the same position this time last year.

So I now need to go through to town… if anyone knows Johannesburg well, you know that trying to get anywhere in traffic after 7:30am is a nightmare… William Nicol is a gauntlet, Jan Smuts is worse…

At least I remembered the route. The last time I had to do this, it’d had been my first time venturing into the CBD and if I hadn’t had Rozz (who works in the CBD) to follow, I would have gotten hopelessly lost.

The day itself has been pretty quiet. Ran into some old colleagues and friends from my time as a contractor at SecureData so I had someone to chat to. Other than that, just been answering the phone and checking mail for tasks. And remoting into the main office and updating my tickets.

Now to try get home in one piece. Already dreading the return traffic.